Why are you doing this to me?

Do you know it hurts?

Am I gay? If I am, why the FUCK do I still LOVE you?

Is it an excuse?

A lie?

Why won't you talk to me?

Why would you sacrafice yourself?

You would rather fall down yourself then to sit at the place I offered you?

You would rather die then get back together?

WHAT THE BLOODY HELL?

Why am I killing myself?

When I know that I might not stand a chance?

Why am I suffering under you?

Why do I still like you?

Why am I here?

Why care about these blogs?

Why care about my life?

Do you know for this past week, I have not slept more then 5 hours a day?

I can not eat!

If I force it down, I would fucking vomit!

Why the hell do you have to look so beautiful?

Why the hell can't I forget you?

Why?

Why?

WHY?


I tried letting go, but I just can't sorry.

I still love you.

I always did.

You know who you are.

Needless I say much.

I love you.


Listening to: My heartbeats, and Rehab - Rihanna ft Justin Timberlake
Mood: No mood.

P.S. Stress gone. Haha. I would now pleasently curse and laugh.

Alex. No good trying to forget, now trying to retrieve.

is a fun, lively, and annoying guy. He loves many random things, such as cursing, beatboxing, playing the guitar, cranking jokes, girls and other things. Blah, blah, blah and known as Gun Ga Zai, Sot Plug, Ah Lex and many others from people who hate to call my name. And is well knowned for his stupidity and happy self. I am Alex Hong and this is my blog. =D